“但是你不会阻止我，对吗？”南见秋苦笑道。
“No, I will not. You know my hope: inner peace with you. Feng is a good boy, he is your family. Last time you mentioned Amanda, how about is she now?（是的，我不会。我的希望是：你能够内心平静。南锋是一个好孩子，也是你的家人。之前，你提到过一个名叫Amanda的女孩，她现在怎么样了？”斯蒂芬问道。
“她就是个大傻瓜。”南见秋摸着脑额道。
斯蒂芬冲着天花板爽朗笑道，“Amanda must be a very kindness and beautiful girl(阿曼达肯定是一名非常友好而且优雅的女孩)。”
南见秋望了一眼远处一个人在玩的明明道：“她跟年轻时候的那个人很像，我在第一眼看到她时，勾起了我最糟糕的回忆。”
斯蒂芬点点头，微微一笑。
“你笑什么。难不成以为我爱上她了？别开玩笑了，我的人生只有找到那个恶魔，然后让她在老爹面前下跪。”南见秋淡淡说道。
“Follow your heart, my boy. Maybe she will let you enjoy your life.（跟随你的内心，我的孩子。或许她能让你更好的享受生活）”斯蒂芬拿起一瓶啤酒，喝了起来：“for your better life(敬你有更好的生活)。”
“更好的生活？小锋已经长大，虽然常年跟在我身边，却没有迷失他原本善良的天性。这个世上，我已没有什么牵挂。”南见秋说道。
“My boy, you are missing in the forest now. For me, you are the pearl. How do you think me to you？(我的孩子，你现在迷失在森林之中。对我来说，你就像珍珠一样珍贵，反过来，你又是如何看我的呢？)”斯蒂芬先生问道。
南见秋看了他一眼说道：“我很感激你为我所做的一切，如果你和老爹换了位置，我也一样为你报仇。”
“The meaning of life is not revenge. For you, revenge shall be a part of your life, not all of them(生活的意义不是报仇。对你来说，报仇应该只是你生活的一部分而非全部。)”斯蒂芬黯然地望着南见秋。
“就算活下去，又有什么意思。养大我的人中，有你，有老爹，还有大哥。你是道义相助，老爹是仁心所致，至于大哥养我，是为了赎罪。这个世上，有太多丑陋的东西。为了那一点点钱，兄弟背叛，尔虞我诈，妻离子散·······
在大是大非上，只要给予足够的诱惑，人格又算的了什么。老爹曾说，人生在世，仁字当头。所谓的仁，便是两人，互帮互助，共同支撑。但从现实来看，不应该是，人犯二了，才是仁吗？
这些年在商场上，丑陋的东西，看的太多了。好人不长命，坏人活千年。冤假错案，即便发现了，因为牵扯到形形色色的利益，错的也成对了···老爹好人一生，上天又何曾对他公平过。这一点我再明白不过了。折磨慕晚晴，是我发自内心的喜悦。”
斯蒂芬点点头，却道：“So you can’t feel the meaning of life in such kind a world. Kyle, you are a good guy at the first sense I saw you. That’ why you want to kill yourself as soon as possible. But I hope you think it after you get back your sense of touch. By the way, do you really get the good feeling from bulling Amanda? Kyle, you are afraid of her. Just like you were afraid of Linda being you. But about this, I have mentioned you before. You never affect linda, she is she, have both sides of face. In her mind, owns you and controls you is the most thing she want.
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